Girls day!

So I'm off to Erie today...(insert sigh here) I'm so looking forward to spending a fun day hanging out and relaxing with my girlies! Spending time not talking or worrying about josh, or school, or work. Just fun and shopping and eating ...yay!! I miss my Erie friends and Erie every single day. I miss the things to do in Erie, running to target, having a half way decent mall, and places to eat. Although i still have a lake here..there is nothing better than going to get a hot dog at Sarah's then going to the beach and watching the sunset. I miss it all so so so much. So today i will enjoy seeing people i miss, and taking in what i can.

So these past few months have been crazy. Emotionally. I'm really having a difficult but fun time trying to be independent. Its interesting when you are faced with being alone and by yourself with out someone else to really see the person that you are. In some ways its good and some bad. I am realizing my dependence i had for Josh making him part of who i was. Now with him and I working on our friendship i am noticing more and more that i need to be me...and only me. Its a hard one. So i have really been trying to get out there, spend time with friends and look forward to my life ahead. I'm going out with Annie tonight for sushi..fun and this weekend i get to hang out with my Erie peeps which i am really looking forward to. So say a prayer taht i still get through this roller coaster that is my life...

So i am obsessed with Sushi right now. Love it~ cant eat enough. This awesome place called Forte has amazing sushi..but im a little too poor to eat there a lot, so i opt for Wegmans which isnt as fancy but quite good

For Real...

So recently i have jumped on the Vegetarian train. I'm taking it little by little ..knocking out red meat and pork. Then soon to be done with chicken and last...fish. My choices are because of my quest to become healthier and for animal rights. I do promise that i will not become one of thesehttp://blog.peta.org/archives/2008/12/go_out_in_style.php...that's a little in your face for me.

Thanksgiving

So I figured with all the celebrating, working and homework I have this weekend, I would talk this opportunity to list what I am thankful for this season. First I'm thankful for my family. I am thankful that another holiday can go by with both of my parents and my sister. I'm thankful for my dad pulling through from his surgery. I'm thankful for my friends. For the ones I will see this thanksgiving and the ones I wont. I'm thankful for the open arms and welcome back from my friends who i haven't kept in tough with but when i returned to home...made me feel like i had never left. I'm thankful for my heartache. Although it sounds crazy, i am. There is a song i love and one of the lines is ..."hitting walls and getting scars ...only makes you who you are" I truly believe that. I thank god for the amazing wonderful relationship i had for four years. Although it ended I am thankful that for four years I loved and was loved. And I will never regret that time ever. I'm thankful to my parents for letting me move home and supporting me on my new journey in life. I'm thankful for such an amazing life I have surrounded by amazing and wonderful people. I look forward to a interesting and wonderful new year. Yay thanksgiving!

Back in action...literally

So obviously this past couple months has been a crazy ride. But finally I feel like I'm back in the saddle again. I went to Richmond for some much needed friend time. I drank, flirted...flirted..and then some. Needless to say, Molly has def got her grove back. I am finishing up my first semester at school. That is something i never knew would come this quickly. Its going well. This week will be a lot of work before the Thanksgiving Holiday. My job is good too. So for the most part...I'm really happy. Obviously there are good and bad days, but at this point mostly good. So here is to finishing up this semester, getting through the holidays and a very positive outlook on the new year! Yay!!

Whoa

So I have obviously had a crazy horrible month. I say month because tomorrow Josh and I will have been broken up for a month. I would have never thought I would be in the place that I am now. Am I happy about the break up? No freekin way! Is my life falling apart. No...not at all. I guess all I can take away from this horrible month is this. Life is Shit..plain and simple, but only you can choose to come out of it. I have found strength in myself that I never knew I had. My heart is still broken in a million pieces..but I'm pulling through. I have a wonderful family, amazing friends and a good life. I miss Josh..with all my heart. I do hope things can be OK and we can work things out...but until then or if that day doesn't come I know that I will be alright. So a thank you to all my amazing friends who have been supportive and amazing..i love you all for the bottom of my heart!