Scootie puff jr

I decided to post this picture of Josh because i think its funny. Good thing he doesn't read my blog because he would instantly force me to take it down. I don't ever talk much about my squash, just because i don't want this to be one of those blogs that is cheesy and corny. But i do love him so much , at this point in our lives he is trying to get a motorcycle. If he gets one before i get a diamond i will lay in front of the bike and he will have to drive over my lifeless body to actually get any "riding time" out of it. So here's to you my darling..an awesome picture for an awesome boy

My little bird friends

I finally decided a few months ago to put some kind of bird feeder in my back patio. I thought i would like to see what kinda birds i got. Now the birds have eaten the seed and i can't get my lazy ass to the store to buy more, they keep comin' around like."yo bitch, tease us with the food then hold out...what kinda person does that." then they fly away to their little bird Friends and talk smack..what ever....i do what i want!

Ouch

So it all started thursday. I decided that i needed to use that dental insurance ive paid for before i dont work at my job anymore. It was also time to get my teeth cleaned. I was in a little pain taht morning. Having a hard time opening my mouth wide, i knew that horrible wisdom tooth was ready to tear through my gums. I was correct. 3 cavities(the first in my 26 years on this earth) and two full bone impacted wisdom teeth. But the good news is I dont have any on the bottom. (Hmph) So today i had to be put under and have thos puppys yanked out of my mouth. So i am recovering at my parents house. YAY! That means internet, good tv and a swimming pool! Its like a vacation! With Pain meds...

What a month

Well it has been a little while since i have blogged. Josh and I are moving back home for me to go to school. It will be a transition since we are moving into my parents, but i think it will be OK. So working and trying to get registered for a class that i need to take this summer has made life busy. Then at the beginning of this month my dad was sent by helicopter to a hospital and underwent quad-bypass surgery. So I have been using every free second to visit him at the hospital since its in Erie, and now hes home so i have been using my days off to come here and help him and my mom. So busy times. Well I'm off to catch up on my reading and do some laundry.

lack of blog

Wow a lot of things have happened since the last time I blogged. My best friend Natalie had a baby girl Tenley Marie. Yay im going down that way in july to see Laurie and Jenny and we are gonna drive up and see her. Im really excited. Then i am also getting ready to go back to school, move back home and hopefully get on track so i can figure out what I want to do when i grow up. I think its gonna be a big adjustment, josh and I are moving to my parents house..(scary) everyone gets along, butit just makes me a little nervous to give up that freedom we have had for the past 3 years. Then my Katie is coming home to visit this weekend, then Alecia next thursday, my cousins for a bridal shower that weekend also. so a Busy end of the month. I hope it all goes well.

Why didnt I know this...

Last Night while watching a kid on TV eat paste...

Me: eww that kid is eating paste ...like hardcore

Josh: Did you ever eat paste?

ME: my dad is an art teacher i was told to never eat paste

JOsh: I ate it and LOVED IT! It was so good, sweet and salty. You can go ahead and say it.

Me: I hate you...

josh: saw that coming

Dear friend that shall remain nameless...

I sometimes wonder why you lie to the people who are the closest to you and love you the most. Why tell soemone your life is falling apart and the personal things that are horrible and upsetting to you ...then turn around not a few days later and LIE no only to that person you confided in ...but to your other friends that love you? Do you do that to make yourself feel better? To try to advoid what is really going on? Why paint a picture of a perfect wonderful life..when thats not what is up. I dont think you have to divulge any personal info or go into detail..but dont make all these plans for the future like thats what your doing..when you really know that the future itself is hanging by a thread. Maybe thats why you are doing it, to run away from dealing with the truth. So next time dont make me feel bad when i confide in you about something and you seem like nothing like that could ever happen to you in your perfect life ...because your life is amazing right???...then it happens..and you LIE.