Whoa

So I have obviously had a crazy horrible month. I say month because tomorrow Josh and I will have been broken up for a month. I would have never thought I would be in the place that I am now. Am I happy about the break up? No freekin way! Is my life falling apart. No...not at all. I guess all I can take away from this horrible month is this. Life is Shit..plain and simple, but only you can choose to come out of it. I have found strength in myself that I never knew I had. My heart is still broken in a million pieces..but I'm pulling through. I have a wonderful family, amazing friends and a good life. I miss Josh..with all my heart. I do hope things can be OK and we can work things out...but until then or if that day doesn't come I know that I will be alright. So a thank you to all my amazing friends who have been supportive and amazing..i love you all for the bottom of my heart!