Back to Blogging

So its been a little while since I've blogged. Now I have my super awesome blackberry that I can have inernet whenever I want. More to come tomorrow but its gooooood to be back!

Joe and Julies's Trip prep

Mom: See Joe we cant forget this

Dad: What is it?

Mom: A louisville slugger..ya know we are traveling and in case our car breaks down and someone tries to get us..then BAM!!

Dad: Ohhhh...good thinkin Julie...

Mom: Maybe we should just get a gun

Dear GOD!

So for the first time in 4 years i have entered the dating world...and what a scary scary world this is. I never thought i would ever have to date again. And if i can get pissed at Josh for anything its not breaking up with me or trying to figure things out...its throwing me to the horrible, rude, creepy lions! Its amazing the things people will do and say to you. The audacity of some, and the bluntness, and jerkyness. I really had a guy who i was talking to for 10 minutes ask me to send him pictures of my boobs. Really?! Seriously? What kind of people are out there! This should be a long, scary, bumpy ride my friends. And to be honest..im not looking forward to it. So heres to a live of singless and many cats im afraid!

Girls day!

So I'm off to Erie today...(insert sigh here) I'm so looking forward to spending a fun day hanging out and relaxing with my girlies! Spending time not talking or worrying about josh, or school, or work. Just fun and shopping and eating ...yay!! I miss my Erie friends and Erie every single day. I miss the things to do in Erie, running to target, having a half way decent mall, and places to eat. Although i still have a lake here..there is nothing better than going to get a hot dog at Sarah's then going to the beach and watching the sunset. I miss it all so so so much. So today i will enjoy seeing people i miss, and taking in what i can.

So these past few months have been crazy. Emotionally. I'm really having a difficult but fun time trying to be independent. Its interesting when you are faced with being alone and by yourself with out someone else to really see the person that you are. In some ways its good and some bad. I am realizing my dependence i had for Josh making him part of who i was. Now with him and I working on our friendship i am noticing more and more that i need to be me...and only me. Its a hard one. So i have really been trying to get out there, spend time with friends and look forward to my life ahead. I'm going out with Annie tonight for sushi..fun and this weekend i get to hang out with my Erie peeps which i am really looking forward to. So say a prayer taht i still get through this roller coaster that is my life...

So i am obsessed with Sushi right now. Love it~ cant eat enough. This awesome place called Forte has amazing sushi..but im a little too poor to eat there a lot, so i opt for Wegmans which isnt as fancy but quite good

For Real...

So recently i have jumped on the Vegetarian train. I'm taking it little by little ..knocking out red meat and pork. Then soon to be done with chicken and last...fish. My choices are because of my quest to become healthier and for animal rights. I do promise that i will not become one of thesehttp://blog.peta.org/archives/2008/12/go_out_in_style.php...that's a little in your face for me.

Thanksgiving

So I figured with all the celebrating, working and homework I have this weekend, I would talk this opportunity to list what I am thankful for this season. First I'm thankful for my family. I am thankful that another holiday can go by with both of my parents and my sister. I'm thankful for my dad pulling through from his surgery. I'm thankful for my friends. For the ones I will see this thanksgiving and the ones I wont. I'm thankful for the open arms and welcome back from my friends who i haven't kept in tough with but when i returned to home...made me feel like i had never left. I'm thankful for my heartache. Although it sounds crazy, i am. There is a song i love and one of the lines is ..."hitting walls and getting scars ...only makes you who you are" I truly believe that. I thank god for the amazing wonderful relationship i had for four years. Although it ended I am thankful that for four years I loved and was loved. And I will never regret that time ever. I'm thankful to my parents for letting me move home and supporting me on my new journey in life. I'm thankful for such an amazing life I have surrounded by amazing and wonderful people. I look forward to a interesting and wonderful new year. Yay thanksgiving!

Back in action...literally

So obviously this past couple months has been a crazy ride. But finally I feel like I'm back in the saddle again. I went to Richmond for some much needed friend time. I drank, flirted...flirted..and then some. Needless to say, Molly has def got her grove back. I am finishing up my first semester at school. That is something i never knew would come this quickly. Its going well. This week will be a lot of work before the Thanksgiving Holiday. My job is good too. So for the most part...I'm really happy. Obviously there are good and bad days, but at this point mostly good. So here is to finishing up this semester, getting through the holidays and a very positive outlook on the new year! Yay!!

Whoa

So I have obviously had a crazy horrible month. I say month because tomorrow Josh and I will have been broken up for a month. I would have never thought I would be in the place that I am now. Am I happy about the break up? No freekin way! Is my life falling apart. No...not at all. I guess all I can take away from this horrible month is this. Life is Shit..plain and simple, but only you can choose to come out of it. I have found strength in myself that I never knew I had. My heart is still broken in a million pieces..but I'm pulling through. I have a wonderful family, amazing friends and a good life. I miss Josh..with all my heart. I do hope things can be OK and we can work things out...but until then or if that day doesn't come I know that I will be alright. So a thank you to all my amazing friends who have been supportive and amazing..i love you all for the bottom of my heart!

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Well life still blows but im keeping busy and working a TON! Keep my mind off of things. School is going well and life is just life. At times like this i wish i did drugs...:(

Ouch

Well i was the one who got suprised this weekend. I went to visit josh and he decided that he needed to break off our 4 year relationship. So i am trying to get through one hour at a time. IM sad, hurt and heartbroken....and i dont know what to do. :(

Excited!!

So tonight i thought i would be sneaky! Since Josh and I have been living apart, i have really wanted to do something fun for us. So i got a Romance package at a new Marriott hotel in Erie with a King Jacuzzi suite, breakfast, champagne and chocolates!! Yay I'm really excited. I hope he likes it.

Pumpkinville!

Have I ever mentioned that I love fall??!!!



Josh came to visit Sunday and we went to Pumpkinville!!!!



We shot corn out of a cannon....



We Pet piggies......

And I stuck my head in this thing....



Oh how I love fall....

Well today officially closed the Erie chapter. I had to turn the keys to our apartment in today. It sucked. I had actually lived there back in 01 when i first moved to Erie. Then when Josh and i were looking for a better apartment we went to this complex and ended up getting the exact same one. Its weird to look back on good ol' 5726 with a lot of fond memories, not just from these past few years with josh, but a lot of good things. I guess its time to close this chapter and move on to a new one. Who knows maybe this will be in my future again. Goodbye wonderful house...i will miss you...so very much.

Not so smart!

So I decided that maybe I would revamp my blog a little, put some links to things, change the format...not so much. Even using easy tutorials ...I couldn't get it. Better luck next time i think!

Good ol' Mom

I just had to post this. Anyone who knows my parents would think this is funny as crap. My Dad is the cook of the family hes awesome and amazing. My mom is really good too...but she only makes a few things. So as we were going through the recipe box the other night, we found t his written by my mom. "Go to Pearson's Market get stuffed Pork chops, bake them for 1 1/2 -2 hrs...you can moisten with water cr of mush soup or cr celery soup. " Awesome! You rock mom!

Sad Day

Today we had to put our Kitty Tom to sleep.. He was such a sute little sweet baby, but he was so old and very sick. He will be missed very very very much.

RAWRR!!!

SUCK IT!!!!







Thats all for now!

YAY!!!!!

YUMMMMMMM!!!!!!!! First pumpkin pies of the fall!!!! Then next weekend its the Apple Festival and I'm making josh go to pumpkin ville!

Whoo Hoo!