Well today officially closed the Erie chapter. I had to turn the keys to our apartment in today. It sucked. I had actually lived there back in 01 when i first moved to Erie. Then when Josh and i were looking for a better apartment we went to this complex and ended up getting the exact same one. Its weird to look back on good ol' 5726 with a lot of fond memories, not just from these past few years with josh, but a lot of good things. I guess its time to close this chapter and move on to a new one. Who knows maybe this will be in my future again. Goodbye wonderful house...i will miss you...so very much.

Yucky

Well I'm almost done with my official first month of school, and let me tell you ...scary. Last weekend was my last time working at my job. Which although there were times i would have been happy to burn that hell hole down, it is making my move and change much more FINAL!! So now with only a week or so left to go i have to get my apartment ready to make the final move. I'm so scared to leave Josh and my home. I know its probably just me but i have a yucky and unsettling feeling about all this. I just want it done and over with so i can move back home and get back to my life. Say your prayers..i need them