Yucky

Well I'm almost done with my official first month of school, and let me tell you ...scary. Last weekend was my last time working at my job. Which although there were times i would have been happy to burn that hell hole down, it is making my move and change much more FINAL!! So now with only a week or so left to go i have to get my apartment ready to make the final move. I'm so scared to leave Josh and my home. I know its probably just me but i have a yucky and unsettling feeling about all this. I just want it done and over with so i can move back home and get back to my life. Say your prayers..i need them