Dear Josh

This has been a crazy week. It's not like i have never been away from you, but this week has been full of life changing events. I started school, have been away from you with out hugging or kissing you for a week. It's weird going through all this without you. Not to be cliche but absence does make the heart grow fonder. I never realized till i have been gone that you are my sanity and my rock. Going through the stress and change this week has really taken a toll on my heart. What i wouldn't have given to have you there my first day. to come home to you and tell you about all the exciting events the day had brought. To see you do that smirk thing you do when you get really excited for me. To know that you are open to listening to every last detail and truly being proud of me. I miss you so much. I miss the way you smell, and the way you feel. I miss you kissing me. I miss laying on the couch, rubbing feet and watching TV. I miss your support and the way you cheer me on. You are the most wonderful, caring and sweet person I know, and through this all i miss who you are. I know i get stressed and frustrated a lot and you always calm me down. You are my heart my soul and my everything. You make me a better person and make my life amazing. I love you so much baby. Thank you for being you and loving me with your whole heart. God couldn't have given me a better person to share my life with. Thank you for all you do, and all you are.

With my whole heart.....forever,
Molly