Thanksgiving

So I figured with all the celebrating, working and homework I have this weekend, I would talk this opportunity to list what I am thankful for this season. First I'm thankful for my family. I am thankful that another holiday can go by with both of my parents and my sister. I'm thankful for my dad pulling through from his surgery. I'm thankful for my friends. For the ones I will see this thanksgiving and the ones I wont. I'm thankful for the open arms and welcome back from my friends who i haven't kept in tough with but when i returned to home...made me feel like i had never left. I'm thankful for my heartache. Although it sounds crazy, i am. There is a song i love and one of the lines is ..."hitting walls and getting scars ...only makes you who you are" I truly believe that. I thank god for the amazing wonderful relationship i had for four years. Although it ended I am thankful that for four years I loved and was loved. And I will never regret that time ever. I'm thankful to my parents for letting me move home and supporting me on my new journey in life. I'm thankful for such an amazing life I have surrounded by amazing and wonderful people. I look forward to a interesting and wonderful new year. Yay thanksgiving!

Back in action...literally

So obviously this past couple months has been a crazy ride. But finally I feel like I'm back in the saddle again. I went to Richmond for some much needed friend time. I drank, flirted...flirted..and then some. Needless to say, Molly has def got her grove back. I am finishing up my first semester at school. That is something i never knew would come this quickly. Its going well. This week will be a lot of work before the Thanksgiving Holiday. My job is good too. So for the most part...I'm really happy. Obviously there are good and bad days, but at this point mostly good. So here is to finishing up this semester, getting through the holidays and a very positive outlook on the new year! Yay!!

Whoa

So I have obviously had a crazy horrible month. I say month because tomorrow Josh and I will have been broken up for a month. I would have never thought I would be in the place that I am now. Am I happy about the break up? No freekin way! Is my life falling apart. No...not at all. I guess all I can take away from this horrible month is this. Life is Shit..plain and simple, but only you can choose to come out of it. I have found strength in myself that I never knew I had. My heart is still broken in a million pieces..but I'm pulling through. I have a wonderful family, amazing friends and a good life. I miss Josh..with all my heart. I do hope things can be OK and we can work things out...but until then or if that day doesn't come I know that I will be alright. So a thank you to all my amazing friends who have been supportive and amazing..i love you all for the bottom of my heart!