So these past few months have been crazy. Emotionally. I'm really having a difficult but fun time trying to be independent. Its interesting when you are faced with being alone and by yourself with out someone else to really see the person that you are. In some ways its good and some bad. I am realizing my dependence i had for Josh making him part of who i was. Now with him and I working on our friendship i am noticing more and more that i need to be me...and only me. Its a hard one. So i have really been trying to get out there, spend time with friends and look forward to my life ahead. I'm going out with Annie tonight for sushi..fun and this weekend i get to hang out with my Erie peeps which i am really looking forward to. So say a prayer taht i still get through this roller coaster that is my life...